“STOP RIGHT THERE!!!” “hahah, not funny”……”no”

wishin i’d realized what i had when you were mine, i go back to december all the time.

but your doors are closed now. you’d never have me back even if i wanted you. i’m just sad that all the heartbreak had to happen. i’m sorry for every word i said to you out of anger and revenge. i really, really am sorry. the last thing i ever wanted was to make you sad. but i ended up screwing everything, making us both miserable and it’s taken a year for you to heal but i don’t really think i’ll ever heal….